December 7, 2009
3mg Ativan 165bpm
i think of him.
40mg Inderal 83bpm
i think of him.
gather that plastic bag, wobble incoherent into a bathroom helpless. a nurse guides one foot and then the other into faded jeans, wipes your smudged face. i shouldn’t do this she says and puts her hands in your hair. you’re going to die little one, but not today.
November 28, 2009
sorry for lack of updates. i’m sick (again). i’m taking my smut show over to ishotmyself.com from here on out which if you don’t know is a nude self portraiture website. match made in heaven. i’ve also been asked to submit to Playboy Cyber which may or may not happen but still a nice and flattering opportunity to even be considered. photo update soon xo




















